Alright... I've already had some run-ins with these mother fuckers at MY bar over religion. FYI, I didn't start it. I wore a BR tee and they wanted to talk shit. I was nice and non-confrontational about it. That was two or three weeks ago. Trying to be the nice guy and not end up in a fight, which is what they really wanted, I just said, "No, I don't believe in god and it's just a band shirt anyways" and then I walked away. I've avoided them since just because I don't want to smash my beer glass against either one of their faces. I go to the patio later to smoke a cig. Mother fucker asks me if I was gay. I responded politely as I normally try to, "No, I'm not. What the fuck do you care?" Then, a "bar friend friend's" passed out on the patio. We apparently know the same regulars... I'm trying to be cool with them. They were cool, in front of "X" girl. I try to be nice in general. I don't like to start dumb shit. 30 min or more have passed and she got him to leave. I hope he didn't drive but that's not my business. I close out and am leaving... I ask those two fucks who are already trying to hit on women WAY out of their league about what's going on. I ask them if "X" made it home okay or of "X" took him home. All they did was talk shit to me because I was blocking the view of some other woman who's entirely out of their league.
Dear R-tard Douchebags,
You are both still going home together. You are not getting laid. You tried to dress up "nice" (you still looked like people who WANTED to go to UTD but didn't get accepted) for the cheapest, most "ghetto" bar in NORTH DALLAS (as you always do)! You two are such complete douchebags. I really hope you fucked your car up (at minimum up, death would be premier). I would probably "lol" if you died in a car wreck (so long as others were not hurt). Out of respect for my local dive and not being arrested by the police on sight, I would have loved to smash any object against your fucking face. You mother fuckers are about to learn that it's MY bar. I'm cool even still, because I know you're cousin is on the other side of my line for customer service. I am a patient, forgiving person... But it is like baseball. Three strikes and you're out. Not just out, though. Out like there's blood streaming from your temple and you're laid out... And no one cares. Because we all hate you. Really... We do...
Friday, June 25, 2010
Friday, June 11, 2010
A Quick Fuck You to A&M
A&M... I'm still fucking pissed at you. You better make the right decision (and there's only one). You can partially redeem yourselves by explaining something about your r-tard idea of joining the SEC, and then explaining why you even deserve to be with the rest of us when you make the right decision to join us. You were on my good list for two days. I thought I even had some respect. Clearly, I was just wasn't thinking enough. That's my bad.
"Seriously considering" joining the SEC... Fuck you. This Texas break-up will be entirely your fault. Texas didn't break up the Big 12. Nebraska did (which is fine!). We just followed in line... (AND WE TRIED TO INCLUDE EVERYONE!) And now you want to act like this? Yeah... Fuck you. You may be on my shit list for the rest of my life regardless of Pac-10 or not. You better show up and show up strong, assholes... Pac-16 D-bags! Join or don't. You ARE on my shit list from here on out. How rough I want to be entirely depends on your next step... Do NOT fuck this up! It's become personal.
"Seriously considering" joining the SEC... Fuck you. This Texas break-up will be entirely your fault. Texas didn't break up the Big 12. Nebraska did (which is fine!). We just followed in line... (AND WE TRIED TO INCLUDE EVERYONE!) And now you want to act like this? Yeah... Fuck you. You may be on my shit list for the rest of my life regardless of Pac-10 or not. You better show up and show up strong, assholes... Pac-16 D-bags! Join or don't. You ARE on my shit list from here on out. How rough I want to be entirely depends on your next step... Do NOT fuck this up! It's become personal.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
almost done...
Well.. Where do I start? I don't know... Tonight, I learned a best friend of mine bought a gun. He bought this for self-defense. I can see this. I have no problem with him wanting to defend himself. The idea that he bought and feels a need for it, does not bother me. What bothers me is, that there could be a need for it. This is not his fault. Society, has failed all of us. We are our own demonic force of evil. The fact that anyone needs a gun to protect oneself, is pretty fucked... We do not live in the ghetto (me and the friend). We do not live in "high crime" neighborhoods. You never know, though... Crime is wherever such suspect wants to go. I can see his viewpoint and the possibility of necessity of it. Better the working class citizen live rather than the fuck who tried to rob, rape, or murder anyone in my home!
Sad though, that in what should be a progressing generation of people, it gets worse. Terrible. Sickening! Fuck, what tangent do I go off on from here? Do I go off on the low life fucks who would rather steal and hurt someone else for their own benefit? No. Because if you're reading this, you're not one of them. Has society failed them? Partially. It could be better, but there are more options now than ever to improve your life and well-being. Unfortunate that this way of life is glamorized in some cases.
Next question may be a bit more "controversial." I don't think it is. At all... But there are those who will argue. And they should because it's a great argument. Better them than me? Well, in most cases, yes. I, he, and most of those I chose to hangout with, get close to, or even just chill for a beer, are smarter and have a deeper (much deeper) respect for human life, people, ethics, and morality than most. Funny how many of these people are agnostic/atheist... Religion? Hello? Are you there? Oh, yeah... There you are! Making it worse! With your hate against anyone who doesn't believe what you do!
Anyways, you can argue any of the points above... Regardless of your argument and outcome... What is life worth? Is life worth living to live and do nothing but live? Help this and that, but no real contribution to society... Life for "God?" Yeah... Sure... I'll live out my days in HOPES that there is something "greater" and I will be "rewarded" for it. *cough* BULLSHIT *cough* I could volunteer a lot and help out that way, but then I wouldn't have a roof above my head either... Sickens me... Where the fuck do my taxes go?! Roads and jails... (THIS is a WHOLE other topic that deserves attention!)
And so the agnostic/atheist has no children and works his whole life. Hoped he could make a difference somehow, somewhere, but didn't make enough to. He had to survive! Well... Then what was life worth? What was the point? Religion makes life "worth" something because you are supposedly "rewarded" in the end. Well, religion is such bullshit to begin with. And to live by it and think you're okay because you did "your best" by your interpretation? Yeah, go fuck yourself. If I had a child, it would to be in hopes of him trying to make a true difference. Understanding life is fucked, help people, and that's the best you can do. What have I done? I feel like nothing...
Now, I'm about to go to bed so I can show up for work. I have a job where I am GROSSLY underpaid, say yes'sir no'sir, and be "happy" for the paycheck. I do appreciate a job, and a paycheck, and not having to deal with more problems than I have to... But that doesn't do anything for society, that doesn't do anything to progress it, and to me, than it does nothing for me. It lets me live... Kind of.
So what's next for me? Us? Who knows. Sometimes I think I keep myself alive just to find out. I don't see any real reason to stay alive. I won't get to have children, I won't have a meaningful job, and I won't get to do anything I'm passionate about. That's my fault. I didn't see the reality of my future... But if I feel this way at 25, how many youths out there feel this way? They're the future! I fucked mine up... I own that, but I should be able to show that to others, too... I'm lost. Show me the way or life just isn't worth anything. Living for our own self-interest is... well... selfish. How can I help at this point?
I'm sure there are plenty of arguments against me. I'm also sure there are many arguments against those arguments! I am interested in hearing all of them. Though, I may scream, kick, and fight against some of them... I want to hear them. Very interested in everyone's viewpoint. If anyone sees or responds to this, please, keep the bloodshed somewhat minimal. But there could be bloodshed and I kind of look forward to it...
Sad though, that in what should be a progressing generation of people, it gets worse. Terrible. Sickening! Fuck, what tangent do I go off on from here? Do I go off on the low life fucks who would rather steal and hurt someone else for their own benefit? No. Because if you're reading this, you're not one of them. Has society failed them? Partially. It could be better, but there are more options now than ever to improve your life and well-being. Unfortunate that this way of life is glamorized in some cases.
Next question may be a bit more "controversial." I don't think it is. At all... But there are those who will argue. And they should because it's a great argument. Better them than me? Well, in most cases, yes. I, he, and most of those I chose to hangout with, get close to, or even just chill for a beer, are smarter and have a deeper (much deeper) respect for human life, people, ethics, and morality than most. Funny how many of these people are agnostic/atheist... Religion? Hello? Are you there? Oh, yeah... There you are! Making it worse! With your hate against anyone who doesn't believe what you do!
Anyways, you can argue any of the points above... Regardless of your argument and outcome... What is life worth? Is life worth living to live and do nothing but live? Help this and that, but no real contribution to society... Life for "God?" Yeah... Sure... I'll live out my days in HOPES that there is something "greater" and I will be "rewarded" for it. *cough* BULLSHIT *cough* I could volunteer a lot and help out that way, but then I wouldn't have a roof above my head either... Sickens me... Where the fuck do my taxes go?! Roads and jails... (THIS is a WHOLE other topic that deserves attention!)
And so the agnostic/atheist has no children and works his whole life. Hoped he could make a difference somehow, somewhere, but didn't make enough to. He had to survive! Well... Then what was life worth? What was the point? Religion makes life "worth" something because you are supposedly "rewarded" in the end. Well, religion is such bullshit to begin with. And to live by it and think you're okay because you did "your best" by your interpretation? Yeah, go fuck yourself. If I had a child, it would to be in hopes of him trying to make a true difference. Understanding life is fucked, help people, and that's the best you can do. What have I done? I feel like nothing...
Now, I'm about to go to bed so I can show up for work. I have a job where I am GROSSLY underpaid, say yes'sir no'sir, and be "happy" for the paycheck. I do appreciate a job, and a paycheck, and not having to deal with more problems than I have to... But that doesn't do anything for society, that doesn't do anything to progress it, and to me, than it does nothing for me. It lets me live... Kind of.
So what's next for me? Us? Who knows. Sometimes I think I keep myself alive just to find out. I don't see any real reason to stay alive. I won't get to have children, I won't have a meaningful job, and I won't get to do anything I'm passionate about. That's my fault. I didn't see the reality of my future... But if I feel this way at 25, how many youths out there feel this way? They're the future! I fucked mine up... I own that, but I should be able to show that to others, too... I'm lost. Show me the way or life just isn't worth anything. Living for our own self-interest is... well... selfish. How can I help at this point?
I'm sure there are plenty of arguments against me. I'm also sure there are many arguments against those arguments! I am interested in hearing all of them. Though, I may scream, kick, and fight against some of them... I want to hear them. Very interested in everyone's viewpoint. If anyone sees or responds to this, please, keep the bloodshed somewhat minimal. But there could be bloodshed and I kind of look forward to it...
Friday, February 26, 2010
FUCK!
Finally! After many months have passed, I had forgotten my password. I'm too drunk and pissed off to need that kind of bullshit. Whatever the fuck, though. That has passed. I haven't written in months. As you can see from previous posts, I do not care to write formally. If you want paragraphs, correct punctuation, or grammar... contact an editor. Though, you will have to pay for it, because I can't and won't.
There's a lot I want to bitch and moan about tonight. Lucky for you, I'm too tired and drunk to do so. But I do want to bitch about he vagina hungry fucks at the bar. You, and by "you" I mean" you fucking douchebag tools of a mother fucking cunt piece of shit that should have your 'balls' grinded in a fucking blender by a tranny, who wants nothing more than your blood and semen," kind of person.
Let's see how far my tired ass makes tonight. First off... I get that men are just a big bag of cum sometimes. A lot of men will give anything and everything, for a simple lay. IMHO, that is fucking weak. Not only are you doubting yourself and your standards, you, in your own mind, put women below you. That is weak. Very weak. You may ask, "Dustin, why is that weak? That's what young men do! They want to just get laid, etc. etc. etc." (and it goes on of this kind of bullshit diarrhea spewing from their mouth/cock/brain.)
Now, I'm not trying to say I'm completely different, or "holier-than-thou." I AM saying that, going to a bar, being demeaning, gross, and a fucking prick to women is sick. This fucking piece of shit tool next to me at the bar tonight, completely pissed me off. There was a woman, not my type, but a woman at the bar. I wouldn't (and can't remember word for word) the kind of shit he was saying to her, but it was degrading and fucked up. I was offended (and it is not easy to offend me). She seemed used to this kind of bullshit, though. She seemed strong and seemed to let it roll some-what off of her back. Good for her! However, I wanted to smash my glass, even though it would spill my beer (FUCK THAT'D PISS ME OFF), into his fucking face! This motherfucker thought he was the shit! So demeaning... So arrogant... So full of himself... He was possibly the biggest douche I've seen in a while! He must have been since I'm writing somewhat about it, and I never write anymore...
Now, I wanted to continue on a fucking tirade tonight. Lucky for you, it is late and I am tired...
BUT I WILL NOT END THIS ON THE TOPIC OF WEAK ASS TOOLS!
Instead, I will take my MANY other complaints to bed. They will not go to the grave, though. Anyone and everyone who knows me, knows that when I start going, I don't stop. I posted earlier on FB I needed a new hobby. I think I will attempt some musical instruments again. Maybe I'll try to get back into writing/blogging/whatever-the-fuck again. It may be here, it may be there. I don't know. I don't really recall everywhere I've wrote/blogged/etc. FUCK! I want to go on... This wasn't very satisfying. If you wanna hear me bitch more, you know how to get a hold of me.
Fuck you very much,
Dustin Maxwell
There's a lot I want to bitch and moan about tonight. Lucky for you, I'm too tired and drunk to do so. But I do want to bitch about he vagina hungry fucks at the bar. You, and by "you" I mean" you fucking douchebag tools of a mother fucking cunt piece of shit that should have your 'balls' grinded in a fucking blender by a tranny, who wants nothing more than your blood and semen," kind of person.
Let's see how far my tired ass makes tonight. First off... I get that men are just a big bag of cum sometimes. A lot of men will give anything and everything, for a simple lay. IMHO, that is fucking weak. Not only are you doubting yourself and your standards, you, in your own mind, put women below you. That is weak. Very weak. You may ask, "Dustin, why is that weak? That's what young men do! They want to just get laid, etc. etc. etc." (and it goes on of this kind of bullshit diarrhea spewing from their mouth/cock/brain.)
Now, I'm not trying to say I'm completely different, or "holier-than-thou." I AM saying that, going to a bar, being demeaning, gross, and a fucking prick to women is sick. This fucking piece of shit tool next to me at the bar tonight, completely pissed me off. There was a woman, not my type, but a woman at the bar. I wouldn't (and can't remember word for word) the kind of shit he was saying to her, but it was degrading and fucked up. I was offended (and it is not easy to offend me). She seemed used to this kind of bullshit, though. She seemed strong and seemed to let it roll some-what off of her back. Good for her! However, I wanted to smash my glass, even though it would spill my beer (FUCK THAT'D PISS ME OFF), into his fucking face! This motherfucker thought he was the shit! So demeaning... So arrogant... So full of himself... He was possibly the biggest douche I've seen in a while! He must have been since I'm writing somewhat about it, and I never write anymore...
Now, I wanted to continue on a fucking tirade tonight. Lucky for you, it is late and I am tired...
BUT I WILL NOT END THIS ON THE TOPIC OF WEAK ASS TOOLS!
Instead, I will take my MANY other complaints to bed. They will not go to the grave, though. Anyone and everyone who knows me, knows that when I start going, I don't stop. I posted earlier on FB I needed a new hobby. I think I will attempt some musical instruments again. Maybe I'll try to get back into writing/blogging/whatever-the-fuck again. It may be here, it may be there. I don't know. I don't really recall everywhere I've wrote/blogged/etc. FUCK! I want to go on... This wasn't very satisfying. If you wanna hear me bitch more, you know how to get a hold of me.
Fuck you very much,
Dustin Maxwell
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